So alot of you guys have been wondering, demanding, or plain out order 66ing me for the event known as MP discord deletion. A Lot of you who were joining said bandwagon and been on my case for it. Those of you who were a part of that time wanted me demoted for it. Which would have been valid. But i'm ready to state what occurred but i wanna start from the beginning
I wanted to cover everything. From day 1 of mp major. So let's begin.
As a lot of you know mp consisted of Major Wraith, 1st Lt Dutch and 2nd Lt Mario. I was a WO at this time. No where close to the major spot and as you know wraith had a crush on me to where i refused him multiple times. Even asking Daniel on how to deny him nicely without hurting his feelings. Wraith for some reason made me the Major after he left i offered the position to both Mario and Dutch both turned it down saying they trusted wraiths choice. I was a person with 0 in leading. 0 training. And I even felt I wasn't ready for this. But fuck it i was gonna make my attempt. Started making docs. Structure. Expectations even the tryouts. I made it all from nothing. It was rough not gonna lie. Thought about resigning a couple of times but never went through with it a couple of times. But it got better as Dutch and Mario helped. The reason i did not promote any of them at the time to captain was because I wasn't comfortable with choosing. Thus an idea many of you remember was born. With the approval of twisted and Rotary i was able to put 2 captains in position with 4 1st lts and 2nd Lts. Since ya know. I had medic and heavy and enlisted at the time. But I was still struggling. Barely any COs existed for MP thus I made the "big bad" infamous Mp Council to help me decide future things such as rulings. ACs and other stuff to get an idea as of what would work for Mp and future Mp. I still have a document surprisingly about the mp council. But I'll state what is basically on it. "MP COUNCIL is a special privilege granted to players trusted by myself and my Cos to help decide the future of MP. Whether it be rulings or other stuff. Mp council holds no physical power other than being granted special privileges to discuss with me and my Cos about things regarding Mp."
After MP COUNCIL WAS made the members were me dutch and mario at first. Obviously cause we were cos. But in reality it was barely used. The only members throughout the council's existence was me mario daniel aura sakra dutch. We never used it nor did anyone apply. Anyone claiming mp council was for power is a damn right lie. Though i will not hold this against brut and laura considering there was nothing on mp council because it was lost in the discord. And I only found the mp council document on june. But back to the story.
After that. Dutch left and a gap was empty. And we started to struggle. So I was assigned some COs but sometimes they resigned or got demoted due to valid reasons. So there was no permanent CO.
Mp started to rise as a target because my reputation of being strict started to rise around here and I have a reason for this. My MP came under attack multiple times. People jumping in ranks they shouldn't have. Trying many ways to get me to resign/demote the first time was with Tom the old general of the resistance. Tom made himself MP Major (using a different name) I went to leadership and demanded to know why he was doing this, I was just told “It’s my division, I need to handle it.” So I did, I demoted Tom from MP as I am the rightful Major of MP at the time and then shit went down hill. SU started harassing MP releasing prisoners (Rebels) Killing Combine Captives to prevent MP from working. Often releasing their SU mates from cuffs. It started to get out of hand. I kinda hope you guys understand where this is going right?
THE MP VS SU COLD WAR.
This is where my campaign started, at this time Rotary has taken up leadership (JUST SO WE AREN'T CONFUSED) I kept going to rotary after countless issues I was told to handle and I did. By cuffing SU at first but then it kept going out of hand and demoting certain ones (Who got enlisted half the time) because MP at this time had the power to not only demote their own division members, but other peoples as long as we had a valid reason (which lets be fair a lot of the time we did, it just more seemed like a petty quarrel to a lot of you.) Then SU got a hold of some Documents and started adding their own shit to our prisoner logs, reports, ACs and plenty of other things. I only learned of how they managed to get their hands on it (Thanks scoot) I have no ill feelings for scoot because it is an old situation but man if I found out during it that blacklist/demotion he had gotten that wasn't by me would have been by me. So after days and days of SU/MP Going at each other we ended up cuffing ALL SU during my DB because they were being shitters. Rotary was logging on and he told me and the other Mps to cuff all SU’s. because he was getting tired of it with both of us, and he was really getting annoyed with SU because at this time this wasn't the only thing SU has been doing because back then they were such a memefest. Both MP and SU were warned NOT TO WORK with each other or interact, If MP Had an issue with SU we had to goto SU CO’s if SU had a situation regarding MP cuffing an SU they had to go to me. They couldn't interrupt. Then gus fucking ran over a tryout. This is related to anything I just wanted something funny for someone to remember about.
And then wraith came back, he was another person who made himself captain. Whatever I told all MPs and CO’s that Wraith is not a real captain and he is to be ignored if he tries anything with CO powers. (Why didnt I demote him) No fucking clue. And then I did because he was trying to yell at me for disciplining my MP for following wraith to TK a bunch of rebels (At the time of this my DMS are flooding and I was in bed) so yea I was pissed. I lined up all the MPs and all of a sudden tried to take control because he thought I was gonna demote the MP (Which I wouldn't have nor do I even demote MP sometimes) it was too much of a loss for them to all be let go. Shortly after as many of you know Mario started rising up with power hunger and before anyone says I was power hungry. Nah I was just a dick and very protective of my MP. So he got demoted. And thus MP was back to the struggle bus express. After countless hits. And then Bruticus and Laura came up
Now I was selected for leadership not because I wanted the spot but because the other leadership wanted me too. They did not trust any of the COL’s at the time and I was the “Less” Evil at the time. During my first 2 weeks I wanted to resign and go back to MP COL/major spot. They told me no (Go figured) which is why I was so hands on with the MP at this time. MP was no where finished we barely had CO’s and it was still a fucking mess. So out of choice I made Laura the MP Major. Which (I was still hands on) because I barely got to train Laura and I was afraid to leave MP the way wraith left me with it. So yeah I was basically an overprotective mother of the MP. After a while things kept happening and Laura told rotary who told me to hand off the MP.
Laura started making docs, assigning COs even making their own discord. So after a while Cos kept coming to me saying “Hey we are no longer using these docs” so I went to the other COs and they said yeah we aren't using them and yeah we aren't using the discord (Because discord was dead at this time) and this was a bad part on me because I listened to the CO’s and not the MP LEADER I never actually went to go ask brut and Laura about it instead I deleted MP discord and its documents figuring since they were gonna be using their own docs (Because I was told that their docs are in fact in use) and I showed rotary all this. Which is why I wasn't demoted from leadership. Because yes it was a fuck up. NO it was not malicious intent. But no one else was believing me about it and thus *Queue salam witch hunt trail* and then after this shit just kept going down hill I kept taking a hit after another and again. To be fair it was my fault a lot of stuff happened.
But oh well it happened I cant fix it I cant change it and I surely can't take back anything i've done. I don't expect anyone to feel sorry for me nor do I want you guys too. I just figured everyone who kept demanding what happened with this and that and this and that. Could finally get an answer from me. I was gonna post this a few months back but decided to shelf it. So yeah this is about a year in the making. And I have finished writing this as of 6/26/2021
I personally would like to thank sigma, despite everything that's occurred he has actually encouraged me to post this and while I may not be able to fix the past shit. At Least he’s shown me I can still change the future.
But anyways I need some funny because I felt like this got depressive. So thanks to destitute for being a fuckwit.
Daniel for being fake and living in fake lands.
Fuck Ick.
So yeah with that said if there’s anything else anyone would like to hear my side on things and thought process just hit me up on a dm. Or if u just wanna talk. Or whatever. Now i'm just monologing at this point so Im a fuck off now and post this.
my balls forever itch after my participation in the MP/SU "Cold" War. Nothing was cold about that shit we literally got in open firefights at least twice in DB not even counting the mass cuff incident (which I'm pretty sure nobody even said anything to you since nobody wanted to have to deal with it past Cave Johnson or someone else yelling at us for being retards.)
I wanted to cover everything. From day 1 of mp major. So let's begin.
As a lot of you know mp consisted of Major Wraith, 1st Lt Dutch and 2nd Lt Mario. I was a WO at this time. No where close to the major spot and as you know wraith had a crush on me to where i refused him multiple times. Even asking Daniel on how to deny him nicely without hurting his feelings. Wraith for some reason made me the Major after he left i offered the position to both Mario and Dutch both turned it down saying they trusted wraiths choice. I was a person with 0 in leading. 0 training. And I even felt I wasn't ready for this. But fuck it i was gonna make my attempt. Started making docs. Structure. Expectations even the tryouts. I made it all from nothing. It was rough not gonna lie. Thought about resigning a couple of times but never went through with it a couple of times. But it got better as Dutch and Mario helped. The reason i did not promote any of them at the time to captain was because I wasn't comfortable with choosing. Thus an idea many of you remember was born. With the approval of twisted and Rotary i was able to put 2 captains in position with 4 1st lts and 2nd Lts. Since ya know. I had medic and heavy and enlisted at the time. But I was still struggling. Barely any COs existed for MP thus I made the "big bad" infamous Mp Council to help me decide future things such as rulings. ACs and other stuff to get an idea as of what would work for Mp and future Mp. I still have a document surprisingly about the mp council. But I'll state what is basically on it. "MP COUNCIL is a special privilege granted to players trusted by myself and my Cos to help decide the future of MP. Whether it be rulings or other stuff. Mp council holds no physical power other than being granted special privileges to discuss with me and my Cos about things regarding Mp."
After MP COUNCIL WAS made the members were me dutch and mario at first. Obviously cause we were cos. But in reality it was barely used. The only members throughout the council's existence was me mario daniel aura sakra dutch. We never used it nor did anyone apply. Anyone claiming mp council was for power is a damn right lie. Though i will not hold this against brut and laura considering there was nothing on mp council because it was lost in the discord. And I only found the mp council document on june. But back to the story.
After that. Dutch left and a gap was empty. And we started to struggle. So I was assigned some COs but sometimes they resigned or got demoted due to valid reasons. So there was no permanent CO.
Mp started to rise as a target because my reputation of being strict started to rise around here and I have a reason for this. My MP came under attack multiple times. People jumping in ranks they shouldn't have. Trying many ways to get me to resign/demote the first time was with Tom the old general of the resistance. Tom made himself MP Major (using a different name) I went to leadership and demanded to know why he was doing this, I was just told “It’s my division, I need to handle it.” So I did, I demoted Tom from MP as I am the rightful Major of MP at the time and then shit went down hill. SU started harassing MP releasing prisoners (Rebels) Killing Combine Captives to prevent MP from working. Often releasing their SU mates from cuffs. It started to get out of hand. I kinda hope you guys understand where this is going right?
THE MP VS SU COLD WAR.
This is where my campaign started, at this time Rotary has taken up leadership (JUST SO WE AREN'T CONFUSED) I kept going to rotary after countless issues I was told to handle and I did. By cuffing SU at first but then it kept going out of hand and demoting certain ones (Who got enlisted half the time) because MP at this time had the power to not only demote their own division members, but other peoples as long as we had a valid reason (which lets be fair a lot of the time we did, it just more seemed like a petty quarrel to a lot of you.) Then SU got a hold of some Documents and started adding their own shit to our prisoner logs, reports, ACs and plenty of other things. I only learned of how they managed to get their hands on it (Thanks scoot) I have no ill feelings for scoot because it is an old situation but man if I found out during it that blacklist/demotion he had gotten that wasn't by me would have been by me. So after days and days of SU/MP Going at each other we ended up cuffing ALL SU during my DB because they were being shitters. Rotary was logging on and he told me and the other Mps to cuff all SU’s. because he was getting tired of it with both of us, and he was really getting annoyed with SU because at this time this wasn't the only thing SU has been doing because back then they were such a memefest. Both MP and SU were warned NOT TO WORK with each other or interact, If MP Had an issue with SU we had to goto SU CO’s if SU had a situation regarding MP cuffing an SU they had to go to me. They couldn't interrupt. Then gus fucking ran over a tryout. This is related to anything I just wanted something funny for someone to remember about.
And then wraith came back, he was another person who made himself captain. Whatever I told all MPs and CO’s that Wraith is not a real captain and he is to be ignored if he tries anything with CO powers. (Why didnt I demote him) No fucking clue. And then I did because he was trying to yell at me for disciplining my MP for following wraith to TK a bunch of rebels (At the time of this my DMS are flooding and I was in bed) so yea I was pissed. I lined up all the MPs and all of a sudden tried to take control because he thought I was gonna demote the MP (Which I wouldn't have nor do I even demote MP sometimes) it was too much of a loss for them to all be let go. Shortly after as many of you know Mario started rising up with power hunger and before anyone says I was power hungry. Nah I was just a dick and very protective of my MP. So he got demoted. And thus MP was back to the struggle bus express. After countless hits. And then Bruticus and Laura came up
Now I was selected for leadership not because I wanted the spot but because the other leadership wanted me too. They did not trust any of the COL’s at the time and I was the “Less” Evil at the time. During my first 2 weeks I wanted to resign and go back to MP COL/major spot. They told me no (Go figured) which is why I was so hands on with the MP at this time. MP was no where finished we barely had CO’s and it was still a fucking mess. So out of choice I made Laura the MP Major. Which (I was still hands on) because I barely got to train Laura and I was afraid to leave MP the way wraith left me with it. So yeah I was basically an overprotective mother of the MP. After a while things kept happening and Laura told rotary who told me to hand off the MP.
Laura started making docs, assigning COs even making their own discord. So after a while Cos kept coming to me saying “Hey we are no longer using these docs” so I went to the other COs and they said yeah we aren't using them and yeah we aren't using the discord (Because discord was dead at this time) and this was a bad part on me because I listened to the CO’s and not the MP LEADER I never actually went to go ask brut and Laura about it instead I deleted MP discord and its documents figuring since they were gonna be using their own docs (Because I was told that their docs are in fact in use) and I showed rotary all this. Which is why I wasn't demoted from leadership. Because yes it was a fuck up. NO it was not malicious intent. But no one else was believing me about it and thus *Queue salam witch hunt trail* and then after this shit just kept going down hill I kept taking a hit after another and again. To be fair it was my fault a lot of stuff happened.
But oh well it happened I cant fix it I cant change it and I surely can't take back anything i've done. I don't expect anyone to feel sorry for me nor do I want you guys too. I just figured everyone who kept demanding what happened with this and that and this and that. Could finally get an answer from me. I was gonna post this a few months back but decided to shelf it. So yeah this is about a year in the making. And I have finished writing this as of 6/26/2021
I personally would like to thank sigma, despite everything that's occurred he has actually encouraged me to post this and while I may not be able to fix the past shit. At Least he’s shown me I can still change the future.
But anyways I need some funny because I felt like this got depressive. So thanks to destitute for being a fuckwit.
Daniel for being fake and living in fake lands.
Fuck Ick.
So yeah with that said if there’s anything else anyone would like to hear my side on things and thought process just hit me up on a dm. Or if u just wanna talk. Or whatever. Now i'm just monologing at this point so Im a fuck off now and post this.
Fuck ick
It's music to my ears
LA/MED/CROSS/HECU
Also bring back Dutch and ick sucks